PERMATA YANG DI CARI
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aSsalamualaikum...Langkah permulaan aku dlm mengatur langkah mengalun bicara agar terhasil sebuah cerita...Tajuknya..aku sendiri belum fikirkan ia. Tapi buat waktu ini biarkan saja ku khabarkan tajuk sementaranya: BICARA CINTA..
Assalamualaikum...hmmm what should i write for this time???THINGKING @_@ actually i really dont know what should i write but now i'm feel really stress..STRESSTED OUT today, huh..Y? becoz i'm thingking bout my upcoming exam on Mon & Tuesday..& this Wednesday i have to go to a job interview, so wish me LUCK..Hopefully i will pass the exam and i will not have to worry about taking class again..^_^ I dont hope for highest marks, if I just get PASS it's ok...x kisah aslkn lulus, tat subject killer subject..owes stress ngat subject tu.
Hmmm..Bout my life..it's still the same..nothing change,sumtimes feel life its complicated and difficult..am i rite?? I admit it. Becoz i feel terrible..SICKNESS???huh...alhamdulillah dah ok but sumtimes rasa gak sakit2..tak mcm hari tu dah^_^ syukran. Life is like a spider's web Allah, we get caught in its tricky snave so i really hope my life continues to go well becoz i know Allah will always be with me for a long time as i never forget him, he will never forget me.
I am just pretending everything is fine..pretending to be enjoying my life..Pretending to be always happy with my friends and pretending accepting when they rejected me..huhu.. like i told that only Allah is knw n always with me coz he;s really close and always counting my tears..All praise be to ALLAH.
This is the first 5 wishes that comes to my mind:~
~> Wanna be happy with my family,friends and my future soulmate
~> Hopefully i will pass my exam & will get better job and good salary
~> Buy my favourite car using my own money (MyviSport/Honda Jazz)
~> Get a bouquet of a pink roses frm someone special
~> Praise to Allah hopefully one of my wishes will came true or all of my forth wishes came true ^_^
~@Lr@sY@~
From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
~Touching LOVE story~
I fell in love with you
It was like a dream come true
You chased away my pain & sadness
And replaced it with joy & happiness
I want you to know my love is true
I will forever and always cherish you
We've shared many first times
And we'll have many more to come
I promise I'll never leave
'Cuz you make my life complete
They shine like the stars in the moonlit sky
Shine on me so beautiful and so bright
They're like beams of light
That light up my dark and lonely night
I love everything you say and do
'Cuz who I love... is you
I just want you to know I love you
And nobody will ever love you like I do
~really LOVE him so much..
~@Lr@Sy@~
Ku termenung seketika..
Mengimbas kembali tiap detik perjalanan yang telah ku lalui..
Ku ayunkan langkah kaki ku semula
Tempat menuju bait~Mu
Tempat di mana aku ingin tumpahkan rasa
Adakalanya aku menyesali apa yang telah terjadi dlm hidupku..
Namun pabila ku fikir berulang kali
Apa yg harus ku sesali
Apa yg x aku syukuri
Berlimpah nikmat dan rahmat yang telah aku dapati
Mengapa aku kadang masih tidak berpuas hati.....
Ya Rabbal Izzati,
Aku mensyukuri nikmat yg di beri,
Ku sedar dan ku akui,
Perjalanan hidupku sentiasa di uji,
Kanan & kiri..
Namun ku pohon pada mu illahi,
Moga kau kuatkan hati ini
Menyusuri setiap dugaan yang di beri..
Tunjukkanlah kasih sygmu Ya Rabbi,
Ku mohon keampunan dari~Mu..
Kau permudahkanlah setiap perjalananku
Untuk menghadapmu...
~@Lr@sY@~